“Every time I look at your face, or even remember it….it WRECKS me. And the way you are with me, you’re just fun and….you shit all over me and you make fun of me and you’re REAL. I don’t have enough time in any day to think about you; I feel like I’m gonna live a thousand years because THAT’S how long it’s gonna take me to have ONE THOUGHT, about you, which is that I’m crazy about you. I don’t wanna be with anybody else….I DON’T….I really don’t. I don’t think about WOMEN anymore, I think about YOU. I had a dream the other night that you and I were on a train. We were on this train, and you were holding my hand….that’s the WHOLE dream, you were holding my hand, and I felt you holding my hand. I woke up and I couldn’t believe it wasn’t real. I’m SICK in love with you. It’s like a condition; it’s like polio. I feel like I’m gonna die if I can’t be with you, and I can’t be with you….so I’m gonna die. And I don’t care, ‘cause I was brought into existence to know you….and that’s enough.”—Louis C.K.
“It’s just so arrogant, the way we live our lives. You know….we’re constantly right on the edge of EXISTENCE and NOTHING….and we live in TOTAL disrespect of that. I mean, there’s people in other parts of the world like Africa or Afghanistan who….those people, they KNOW because they live on that edge. They lose people every day; they die in a war, or from a disease, and WE think WE’RE the ones, we think THIS is the important place, like we live in the center of the god damn universe. And it’s just, it’s….bullshit.”—Louis C.K.
"When I saw you I fell in love, and you smiled because you knew"
One year ago today, I fell hopelessly in love with you. Mind, body, and soul-deep. Closing my eyes, I can still paint the scene flawlessly. Opened my front door, entirely unprepared for the wave of feelings that were about to hit me like a fucking mack truck, and there you were. As my heart seemed to literally forget its purpose in me, the world in its entirety had to pause for a moment and recollect itself. &you looked at me, eyes burning with the most mind-boggling combination of confidence and anticipation, and my god, you had to have known. I have gotten so lost in finding myself in you since then; all the missing parts of me that I’d never known existed. I know we’ve said for so long that we’ve loved before, just not the same way, but I couldn’t honestly say that I feel the same. Not anymore. I’ve said love, but I’ve never descended into it. Your love is the only love that has ever nudged my soul, awakening the part of me that only you have ever brought about, and all in the same swift motion. The part of me that deserved such love in the first place. Held my breath as I got onto that stage later that night and tossed my hopeful heart into the half drunken crowd, praying you’d catch it, praying you loved me too. &you did. I’m not certain that you had actually caught on yet, but your heart, however, I believe loved me back.
“I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where. I love you straightforwardly, without complexities or pride; so I love you because I knew no other way than this, where ‘I’ does not exist, nor ‘you’. So close that your hand on my chest is my hand, so close that your eyes close as I fall asleep." ~ Pablo Neruda
ALLL YOUUUUU sucka MCs ain’t got nothin’ on me! From my grades, to my lines you can’t touch Kevin G! I’m a mathlete, so nerd is inferred, but forget what you heard I’m like James Bond the third, sh-sh-sh-shaken not stirred - I’m Kevin Gnapoor! The G’s silent when I sneak through your door. And make love to your woman on the bathroom floor. I don’t play it like Shaggy, you’ll know it was me. Cause the next time you see her she’ll be like, OOOOHH KEVINNN G!!!